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I was Su'Pose to walk down the aisle..,Say my I do's,
Give a speech even,Tell you on this day,Why I love you most,Why I love you so much..,Walking down the aisle,Looking as beautiful as I could be, Smiling faces all blended together,As I slowly try to rush on ahead to you..,My focus and determinations rising as i finish the last few steps...,The only face I'm looking for is yours,As I'm given away on this day...,I Can't believe it comer's to this ,Trial and tribulations we've shared a few,Grew&grown..,I want to grow even older&wiser with you..,,To my Surprise I'm handed to a stranger, ya best man and what he has to say to me , I don't want to hear, He Tell's me Your not ready, you don't think you can come to ya sense's, and i must listen ,listen to him its a serious matter, but my brain ain't working,I can't understand what's being said, ON this wonderful Beautiful day, I'm told i wont be given away to you, I wont get to say my I do's , I ,We picked everything out as best we could and wanted it to represent US, Look Man, this ain't funny so stop playing PLEASE, Has something Happen I ask him ,YA Friend,The Best Man,He holds his head down, bent real low as he looks up at me a tear falls and He hates to be the one to tell me but your just not coming at all,How could you do it, Whats gotten in to you, How could you hurt me specially TODAY,
We had it set in motions from the first time we met, We both knew some how it was gonna end like this , with us Together forever, or so we Vowed, Rehearsal was perfect, Everything was so right even agreeing to do this outside, Shouldn't it rain now why is the sky shining blue ,so bright,Why is it that there' laughter every where but only tears in my eyes, I run back to the limo and get inside I got to talk to you, but as I reach the car ,Ya best man Ya friend, Say you left ,your not there, hours past and I'm at the reception all, minus well let everyone enjoy it, since they came from out of town,from all over the U.S. my family and yours, was Su'pose luagh and share storys toast Us and say how proud they were for us.. Instead they're all looking at me wondering what I'm ah do....,How could you leave me here with everyone guessing wondering?For better or worst, that what we planned, taking my hand placing your ring on my finger, as I
smile,Yes I agree to carry your last name,Sickness and in health ,Until death do us part, With all of my heart,I give myself to you,No matter what may come, these words I promise you,But your not here to listen to me or to even hear me, I shout it out for the people looking and staring , I'm breaking down,I never thought this would happen to me not to day. Not to me...,
It's still not raining,It's still sunny out,DJ please play anything let me loose my self with his Champagne,Ya Friend,Ya Best MAN, He's here with me&My gurl too,They look at me with such sorrow,I'm still in my wedding gown,I look so beautiful,My hairs perfect,My face is painted just right,In the sunlight,My Mahogany skin glows..,Dance I say with a smile, its ok,I'm alright...,Please dance,Looking out the window I let the tears flow,How could you be so blod yet so cold ,you let me go&even thou i know you'll say you didn't mean to when or if i ever talk or see you,I'll say let me be like you did on
OUR WEDDING DAY!
Always Me Ayeshah

YOU SAID

You Said..,
You said You'd be my Baby,Never try to play me,Tepmtation's got to your head..., Love was just a word ,
Caught up in the moment, Didn't Mean a word you said, Romance just a thing of the past ,Possiblity's of you & me,The life we could of had..,
You Said,You'd never leave me ,I not knowing you decieved me...,Whats going on in your head ..,
Told me i'm ya one and only ,than left me lonely.., I'm hurting so badlyThinking of all you said to me...., Got me Always guessing, what you might be doing And who you doing it to...,
You said i was ya Lady, I must be going CRAZY, Thought you'd save me from pain and abuse..,Tthe normal thing's I'm used to,
But your doing it too.., Baby you pose to be my destiny..., Look what you've done to me .
You said
You'd be My Papi, Now you trying to knock me..,Make me less than i am ,I thought you was my man,
You Said
You got me ,That I'm all you want & need...,
Got me crying &weeping ,in a heap, with grief pain anddisbeleaf.
You Said
There was no other ,Now your taking Application's for lover's,
You Said,
I was the best now she's laying Chest,Claiming ya body, touching whats pose to be Mine...,
My Papi,My Baby,My Man...., It must be a bad dream ,A night mare I got to find peace try to understand you... From what I let you do to me,
I belived in all you told me
As you layed with me ,
While i let you hold me,
You Said
So so many thing's They were just word's ..,still i want to be with you, Lord i'm so confused ..
You said,All i wanted to hear My Baby ,Pap,iI gave in to you I can't belive you 'd hurt me , Not like this..,You said you wouldn'tTHEN Showed me you,the truth about you...,
But belive me ...,
I will always remember.
YOU SAID!
Always me Ayeshah

YOU SAID

You Said..,
You said You'd be my Baby,Never try to play me,Tepmtation's got to your head..., Love was just a word ,
Caught up in the moment, Didn't Mean a word you said, Romance just a thing of the past ,Possiblity's of you & me,The life we could of had..,
You Said,You'd never leave me ,I not knowing you decieved me...,Whats going on in your head ..,
Told me i'm ya one and only ,than left me lonely.., I'm hurting so badlyThinking of all you said to me...., Got me Always guessing, what you might be doing And who you doing it to...,
You said i was ya Lady, I must be going CRAZY, Thought you'd save me from pain and abuse..,Tthe normal thing's I'm used to,
But your doing it too.., Baby you pose to be my destiny..., Look what you've done to me .
You said
You'd be My Papi, Now you trying to knock me..,Make me less than i am ,I thought you was my man,
You Said
You got me ,That I'm all you want & need...,
Got me crying &weeping ,in a heap, with grief pain anddisbeleaf.
You Said
There was no other ,Now your taking Application's for lover's,
You Said,
I was the best now she's laying Chest,Claiming ya body, touching whats pose to be Mine...,
My Papi,My Baby,My Man...., It must be a bad dream ,A night mare I got to find peace try to understand you... From what I let you do to me,
I belived in all you told me
As you layed with me ,
While i let you hold me,
You Said
So so many thing's They were just word's ..,still i want to be with you, Lord i'm so confused ..
You said,All i wanted to hear My Baby ,Pap,iI gave in to you I can't belive you 'd hurt me , Not like this..,You said you wouldn'tTHEN Showed me you,the truth about you...,
But belive me ...,
I will always remember.
YOU SAID!
Always me Ayeshah